futher unnoticed.....*sniff sniff

29th august 2005

in the week of indipendence where i instantLy become a nuisance
(har har har).... i thought of something
in the midts of covering where workLoad comes without a warning..
(har har har)..i thought of one thing...
in the hours of early morning where i wish i had some tunning
(har har har)...i thought a little of loving............................................................

i am further unnoticed
as i ask u ure day...as i ask u to stay..
i am futher unoticed
as i came to wish hello...n lay my admiration low..
i am futher unnoticed
as i tell which book i read...wit that note i left to shred..

i shouldnt have entered...
that little thought from that last winter..
that little spot behind the counter..
i'm alittle mess but its no wonder...
come to me...n we shall ponder............

11.10 am.
p/s: too much caffein makes the brain think a little futher than its suppose to...this work of mine was suppose to indicate...that im pathethic that im movin around..unnoticed....but then i got cranky n crappy...n the rest is history

double cheers of coffee!!!

...tersekat nafasKu..

10 August 2005

kabur mataku...
habuk hatiku...
semua telah berlaku..
lalu tersekat nafasku...

kabur kamarku....
habuk langsirku..
semua masih terbuku...
lalu tersekat nafasku...

kabur langitKu...
habuk mindaku..
semua terdiri kaku...
lalu terhenti nafasku...

terhenti....

11.35 am

p/s:this darn haze...darn darn darn darn haze....piff

funny how it seems...

8th August 2005

just got back from shanghai.(survuved the storem n iLL write about that another day)
eTime i go away from home...iLL definiteLy do one thing_think about mySelf

iLL start reEvaluating about my past doings....people i've met.people i've left. people i've loved n had to let go..n these shatters just remains the same.

im loneLy. maybe this is my problem.
i so wanna feel the sweet taste of bein in love again that dreaming seems to last much longer.

that 'walk a thousands mile', that 'i miss U so much', that 'i love u dear', that 'im here'
gosh. me n my dreams.
its not like i've felt that....i have given them...but ive never felt it...n i miss it so dearLy...


(funny huh).

am i just paranoid or pathethic or i just need to just continue dreaming?

c h h e e e e e r S!